1984 - 1986 were very memorable years because of my student days at CCAST Bambili. Coming from Saker Baptist College and having to time so much time with boys in the same classroom was quite hard for me. Meeting them everywhere on Campus was even harder. I really liked my time in Peace Hall because I didn't have to see them very much. Moving into the dormitory during my second year was a night mare as they were all over the place. I felt so insecure wherever there were boys to the point that dating never crossed my mind. At one point I decided that I too would like to be as confident as the other girls. I visited Sports Bar a few times but gave up because I didn't know how to dance. That was my very 1st taste of a night club and the experience was not good. Not being able to drink or dance buried my dream of being like one of the confident girls.

To some I might have been an introvert but to the guys I had known from Limbe, I could communicatef freely. I was so conscious of this complex that I avoided being La voixed at all costs. But the 'bad boys' didn't spare me. The devil in me ran wild when I finally appeared on the La Voix one fateful morning. Worse still, I was informed of the A1 guys who had targetted me. I threw all shyness through the window and stood at the door of A1 waiting for these 5 boys whose names I had been given. As soon as they were all present, I attacked with such ferocity that the guilty boys had nothing to say. The Late Pa Bis had to call them to order to calm me down. As of this day, I can only remember the name of one of them. I will like to apologize to him if he does come to the boom. It was just one of those games which I shouldn't have taken so badly, although I did feel like my world had collapsed on the day.